Today’s Adventures

  1.  Got to go to a Chamber of Commerce donut & coffee breakfast with my hubby this AM. I’m not much of a sweets fan, but there is this one type of donut at this shop we were at that has truly won my heart. It’s some sort of sugary twisty loaf of awesomeness. It was also fun hanging out with the local business men & women that I’ve been building relationships with through the years. Absolutely great people in our community!

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  2. My 11 year old daughter took the cardboard hand grippy thing off my to-go coffee cup from breakfast and turned it into a Harry Potter magnet for the fridge. So far she’s got Gryffindor & Slytherin one done. It’s actually one magnet– just flip it. But she found a flat, round magnet lying around the house and glue-gunned it between these two cardboard cut-outs of the house letters she drew and voila, a super-cute magnet! I love her and all her creativity! Gonna boldly wear that on our fridge!


3. Yoga with Adriene this afternoon. She’s got a new 30 day series entitled “TRUE” on YouTube and it’s just a lovely practice. Today I completed Day 14- LISTEN. Been enjoying it immensely. I’ve been doing at-home yoga practice for the last couple of years and I find it very fun, challenging, cathartic, and imaginative. It almost makes me feel like a kid again, uninhibited and free. It helps center me, calm me, and get me focused. While I’m on the mat, the rest of the world sorta falls to the wayside… and it’s just me. The practice is guided, but I can (and do) most definitely veer off the trail to “find what feels good”. It’s helped me deal with anxiety and depression. It helps me to find my breath and my thoughts. I truly love yoga.

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4. About two weeks ago, the new church that we’ve started to attend presented this song by For King and Country: “It’s not over yet”. It’s been on my mind and heart every.day.since. I have struggled for the past 4-5 years with depression, anxiety, and panic. Just this past winter, I have been finally overcoming so many hang-ups and fears and hurdles. It’s been a quiet season of growth and maturation and FREEDOM… Such spiritual victories! This song has become my anthem! I hope it’s a blessing to you as well!!! Keep on fighting. It’s not over yet!

“It’s Not Over Yet”

They are inside your head
You got a voice that says
You won’t get past this one
You won’t win your freedom

It’s like a constant war
And you want to settle that score
But you’re bruised and beaten
And you feel defeated

This goes out to the heaviest heart

[Chorus:]
Oh, to everyone who’s hit their limit
It’s not over yet
It’s not over ye-et
And even when you think you’re finished
It’s not over yet
It’s not over ye-et
Keep on fighting
Out of the dark
Into the light
It’s not over
Hope is rising
Never give in
Never give up
It’s not over

Yea-et-et, whoa
Yea-et-et, whoa

Oh, game set match
It’s time to put it in your past, oh
Feel the winter leavin’
It’s redemption season
Long live the young at heart (Here we are)
Cheers to a brand new start (Here we are)
We’re revived and breathing
To live a life of freedom

[Chorus:]
Oh, to everyone who’s hit their limit
It’s not over yet
It’s not over ye-et
And even when you think you’re finished
It’s not over yet
It’s not over ye-et
Keep on fighting
Out of the dark
Into the light
It’s not over
Hope is rising
Never give in
Never give up
It’s not over

Life is a race we run
So run till the race is won
Don’t you ever give up (Here we are)
Oh no never give up (Here we are)
Life is a race we run
So run till the race is won
Don’t you ever give up (Here we are)
We will never give up (Here we are)

[Chorus:]
Oh, to everyone who’s hit their limit
And even when you think you’re finished
It’s not over yet
Oh, to everyone who’s hit their limit
It’s not over yet
It’s not over ye-et
And even when you think you’re finished
It’s not over yet
It’s not over ye-et
Keep on fighting
Out of the dark
Into the light
It’s not over
Hope is rising
Never give in
Never give up
It’s not over

Yea-et-et, whoa
Yea-et-et, whoa
Yea-et-et, whoa
Yea-et-et, whoa

Run Wild. Live Free. Love Strong.
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Up To Date On My Pregnancy

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36 weeks

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37 weeks

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38 weeks

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39 weeks

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40 weeks

So today is my due date… And NOTHING happened. Apparently our Little Miss is super comfy. Ah well… she will come when she is good and ready. 🙂

 

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Thoughts and Meditations (for birth) Part 5 (final)

#5- God will guide the midwife (or medical staff). RD will support and encourage what is best for baby and I.

a. Ex. 14:14~ The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.
b. Rom. 15:13~ May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

 

*The Lord is my strength and my shield; He will protect me.
*You direct my thoughts, Lord. You show me the way to birth my child.*Lord, You designed me a woman and You direct the way this labor should go according to Your design.
*I rest in You in the days leading up to our baby’s delivery. I rest during and in between all contractions. I am still in Your presence because I know You fight for me.
*Your plans are holy and perfect. I surrender my hopes and plans and desires to follow Your plan for this birth. You make Your presence known and guide every person facilitating this birth. You are glorified and Your name is revered.
*You fill me with joy and peace as I trust in You and continue to do so during labor. What can man do to me? You sift everything through Your perfect fingers and I trust that You will lead the midwife (or medical team). You do not overlook any detail of this labor and have it all planned perfectly. I surrender to Your plan and am protected by Your Holy Spirit against all enemy attack and distraction.

 

… in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us… Rm. 8:37

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Thoughts and Meditations (for birth) Part 4

4.  I have the Lord’s strength and will labor how God designed me to.

a. Ps. 46:1-2~ God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, thought the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea.
b. Is. 40:31~ Those who hope (wait) in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
c. Ps. 28:7~ The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in Him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to Him in song.
d. John 10:3-4~ The watchman opens the gate for Him, and the sheep listen to His voice. He calls His own sheep by name and leads them out… and His sheep follow Him because they know His voice.
e. 1 Chron. 4:10~ Jabez cried out to the God of Israel, “Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let Your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain.” And God granted his request.

 

*God designed women to give birth; God made me a woman. God designed women to give birth; God made me capable of this.
*I hope and wait in You Lord for the perfect timing our baby will enter the world. I do not look ahead to each contraction, but am thankful for each one and focus on the strength You give me.
*You give me strength and You renew my strength when I am weak. As I labor, I will not grow weary. As I labor, I will not grow faint. Together, we soar on wings like eagles; so prevalent is Your peace within me.*My heart leaps for joy at each contraction and I give thanks to You in song. Because I trust in You, You help me. Because I trust in You, You are my shield, protector, and strong tower. My place of rest and refuge.
*You are my Shepherd. You lead and guide me beside still waters and restore my soul. This baby is Your newest little lamb. Baby listens to You and knows Your voice. You open wide the gate of my birth canal. Baby knows Your voice. And as You call to baby, Your little lamb will easily pass through my gate to enter Your world and Your arms.
*Lord, as You blessed Jabez, You have blessed me. You enlarge the territory of my cervix so baby can pass through with ease. You keep me from unnecessary harm and pain as You draw baby out.

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Thoughts and Meditations (for birth) Part 3

3. Contractions will not overwhelm me.

a. Phil. 4:6-8~ Do not be anxious about anything… And the peace of God… will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable– if anything is excellent or praiseworthy– think about such things.
b. Ps. 3:3~ But You are a shield around me, O Lord; You bestow glory on me and lift up my head.
c. Ps. 23:1-3~ The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters, He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name’s sake.
d. Ps. 29:11~ The Lord gives strength to His people; the Lord blesses His people with peace.
e. Is. 66:9~ “Do I bring to the moment of birth and not give delivery?” says the Lord. “Do I close up the womb when I bring to delivery?” says your God.
f. Is. 26:3-4~ You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You. Trust in the Lord forever, for in… the Lord, is everlasting strength.
g. John 16:21~ A woman giving birth to a child has pain because her time has come; but when her baby is born, she forgets that anguish because of her joy that a child is born into the world.
h. Heb.12:2~ Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the Author and Perfector of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross…
i. Gal. 5:22-23~ But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.j. Is. 41:10~ So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.
k. Neh. 8:10~ … the joy of the Lord is your strength.

 

*Contractions do not overwhelm me. Your strength and power in me allows my body to work according  to Your design.
*When I’m restless, You are rest. When I’m helpless, You are help. When I’m nervous, Your settle me. When I’m empty, You fill me.
*You are my oxygen, I breathe You in, I breathe You out.
*God did not give me a spirit of fear, but of power and love and self-control. God did not give me a spirit of fear, but of peace and joy and hope.
*I thank You for each contraction, Lord, as they bring me closer to meeting this baby. I am not anxious as Your peace guards my heart and mind in Christ Jesus. I allow You to guide my thoughts, to think only what is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent, and praiseworthy.
*You are a shield around me. You protect me from all thoughts that have their origin from the enemy. You have placed a hedge of protection around my heart and this baby. Through Your glory, You lift my head and uphold me with Your righteous right hand. These contractions do not overwhelm me because You guide me in paths of righteousness for Your sake and You lead me beside still waters.
*I am Your daughter and You give me strength. You bless me with Your peace.
*I do not fear because You bring the moment of our baby’s birth and sustain me through the delivery. I surrender my body to function as You created it to. Each contraction is productive as You do not close up the womb during delivery.
*My mind and thoughts are on You and You give me perfect peace. Because I trust in You, You give me an everlasting strength and I delight, am thankful for, and even enjoy each blessed contraction.*As You suffered on the cross by looking towards the joy set before You, so do I willingly surrender my body and the method You desire to bring this “joy” (this baby) into the world. When our baby is born, I will forget the pain or discomfort as I hold our little “joy” in our arms.

 

… in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us… ~Rm 8:37

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Thoughts and Meditations (for birth) Part 2

2. God will call to mind techniques and such to try. He will guide and lead this childbirth.

a. Ps. 16:11~ You have made known to me the path of life. You will fill me with joy in Your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand.
b. James 1:5~ If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.
c. Ps. 32:8~ I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you.
d. Ps. 37:23-24~ Yet I am always with you; You hold me by my right hand. You guide me with Your counsel…

*Every detail of this labor and birth You care for and You don’t overlook. You are helping me.
*You speak Your thoughts and direct my steps.*God is in control, not me; God is in control, not the midwife OR doctor; God is in control.
*Only with Your help do I remember Your truth, Your lessons and Your design and plan for labor. My hope is in You all these days leading to this labor, during this labor, and my whole life long.
*You make known to me the path of this baby’s life. You have filled me with Your joy; the joy of Your Spirit and the joy of this baby. Together we are working to bring this eternal soul into this world You created.
*You generously give me Your wisdom and counsel. You lead me and guide me in Your wisdom and truth. I do not fear or worry. You are in control, not me! I surrender all to You.
*You are with me always. You guide and counsel me, Lord, and You do so when this baby begins the entrance to Your world. You instruct me, counsel me, and watch over me. You have never left my side and stand by me as I labor. Lord, You open my ears and my heart to hear from You.

… in all things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us… ~ Rm 8:37

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