So today I had to do some MAJOR “adulting”. To boot, my hubby was out of town/wasn’t able to get to his phone–> so I had no extra help or direction from him. I did “it” on my own. And to be honest, I kicked some adulting butt. (Really I did.)
I was *totally* out of my comfort zone. But I did it anyway.
Was it easy? No.
Did it feel good? No.
Was I scared? Yes.
“It” wasn’t expected. I wasn’t prepared for “it”. What I *thought* was going to be a simple thing turned into a “you lost your afternoon fussing with ‘this’.”
But because I’ve been working on myself and actively dealing with my insecurities, I really handled it with genuine ease. I didn’t get flustered/confused. I didn’t fumble over my words. I was able to be straightforward & honest.
In a word, it felt very “freeing” today. Not in the moment, but afterward. Something that would normally be crippling was handled “matter-of-factly”. I cannot adequately explain how proud I am at my ability to handle this hard situation.
Perhaps my “hard” is another one’s “simple”. IDK. We’re not comparing experiences here. That’s dangerous ground (that is, comparison). It seemed hard to me, and I conquered it. Yay!
Feeling strong. Feeling accomplished.
But it all started with stepping outside my comfort zone.
It’d be “comfortable” to have someone else deal with this issue.
It’d be “comfortable” if it wasn’t my problem to fuss with.
It’d be “comfortable” if I could wash my hands of this.
But I stepped out and did something scared.
Honestly, I’m on Cloud 9.
Like I said, in the moment, it didn’t “feel good”. It was uncomfortable. I wished someone else could handle it for me. I thought of my escape routes for sure.
But I stuck with it. Did it scared. Prayed. Believed that God was in control over all things.
If there’s something you’re struggling with today, may I encourage you to take just (1) step forward and do “the thing” scared. I’m right there with ya. I did a scary thing today, too. You can do it as well. From one scaredy-cat to another… we can do this!
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